Genuine Beauty

Years ago it was craft time at a women’s retreat with the wonderful women from Central, worship@central.org.  I love opportunities to create. Our project: Paint and decorate a wooden scarecrow.  As silly as it sounds, I took my time painting his eyes, nose and smile, choosing fabric and buttons, finding just the right hat, placing the straw exactly where it should go.  To me, a mom of young children, this was therapy!  He was perfect, just as I planned.  I was proud of what I created.  We displayed our masterpieces in the back of the room.  They were all so adorable!  Each scarecrow had its own unique style and, in a way, personality.  Every year this little 12 inch scarecrow is a part of my fall décor.  He reminds me of a priceless lesson I learned that I want my daughters, and all the women in my life, including you, to know as well.

As a teenager I often focused on my imperfections, comparing myself to other girls, flipping through the pages of teen magazines seeing what I wish I could be.  I was never quite content with how God made me.  However, shortly after my stay in the hospital I was put on a high dose of steroids which made my face swell and caused me to gain weight.  At the same time, I started monthly chemotherapy which resulted in my hair falling out. Continue reading “Genuine Beauty”

Pure Gold

Do you ever feel like God is against you?  Maybe it seems when he doesn’t answer he doesn’t care?  There have been many times I have asked for answers, relief, solutions and they didn’t come, at least not when I wanted them to come.

I was a first semester freshman at Philadelphia Bible College, now Cairn University, when the Lupus began to flare.  Pain so great it was hard to lift items as light as clothing. It hurt too much to be bumped, hugged or even touched. Walking, sitting, standing, lying, all caused such tremendous pain. Continue reading “Pure Gold”

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